Thursday, December 04, 2008 @12:02 AM

Reading my blog now makes me realise a few things:
1. I've grown up
2. Time flies
3. I stopped blogging in June 2006
4. I enjoy reading past entries
5. I want to continue blogging
6. I'm not sure if I can keep it up
7. I don't know what makes me want to blog again.

Maybe it's an outlet for frustration. Its someone you can talk to when you have no one to talk to. 
Anyway. 
I think lately I've been taking for granted things that God has given me. 
You know how when you dont have something, you want it very much?
but once you have it, it becomes normal?
and you forget that it was once something you hoped for. 
I think me getting into medicine is something like that. 
I pray that God will continue to remind me why I'm studying this, and where the ultimate goal is. 

I was trying to find an entry which listed all the criteria for the perfect guy, but i think i missed it, haha. 
I think i've become more emotional. Since last time. 
And I still wish life stopped at sec 3. That was (or is?) really the best year of my life so far. 
J1 is comparable, but not as carefree. 

Anyway CA is on 15 dec. And I think reading Guyton isnt going to do me much good, cos I honestly cannto absorb much content. I decided that my plan shall be to read Guyton briefly and then focus on the lecture notes. 

CA1 was rather terrible, although i think i did okay, but everyone else who did better than me say that they did terribly (and they honestly really think so) so I cant possibly say that i did okay when im far worse off than them, can i?
I even need do go for the ethics thing which only people who fail ethics need to go. Can you believe it. I can actually fail ethics. Its ridiculous. Im not ethical enough for you? or is it maybe I didnt have enough key points to pass the stupid paper. 

I wish I could study hard. But there are so many things so many other things other than school that i would love to pursue but i know that time is going to be limited. My whole life is going to be dedicated to this profession and then what. It has got to be my passion. But can't I have multiple interests? I wanna dance I wanna learn gymnastics I wanna learn the bass guitar. 
I wanna play in a band. 

This reminds me of the hall saga. I applied again for hall for semester 2 and i'm just gonna let God handle it. If it is His will, then so be it. 
I shall try my very best to continue blogging regularly. It really is good for the soul. 

Saturday, January 05, 2008 @11:14 PM

i decided to blog again.
after all.
even though i still think it is kinda pointless.
but i guess i have nothing better to do.
=)

i shall spend my time searching for a nice skin.
seriously, i have nothing to say.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @9:22 PM

clubbing. wonder if i'll be into it someday.

anyway.
3 weeks to promos.
can i give up?
it's so hard.
i swear i detest studying. =(

HOLIDAYS ! are coming.
AMELIA's turning SEVENTEEN. =)
there's OP =(
student leadership camp
uk trip (if im gg)
cambodia (if im gg)
CHRISTMAS - my favourite season!!!! =)))))
school starts (im sure ill miss it)

i want a new cam. haha. become a cam whore.

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
please come back home.

sweet song by fort minor haha. (=

i wish i could go with you.
i wish u were with me everywhere i go.
i'm wishing for the impossible.

Saturday, September 02, 2006 @11:36 PM

haha this is sth wanting sent me.
i'm born in december!! =))))))

DECEMBER BABIES: (haha i shall bold those whom i tink are true)

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.

haha im damn bored.
everyone PLEASE pray for me. haha tuesday's the promos practical.

there are so many loopholes. perhaps you should reconsider.

Monday, August 28, 2006 @12:02 AM

it's back to the old accident prone me again.

started off with falling off the spinning thing at the playground..
then falling down when joanne knocked into me during netball.
then getting hit by the netball.
i wonder what's gonna be next.

my right arm hurts.
=(

i miss the tk days.
i miss xy, celine, adillia, michelle, chuan, maine, wanting, jane, kellyn, suat.
did i miss out anyone?
='(

it's a sad day today.

please rectify it before it's too late. =(

Thursday, August 17, 2006 @9:05 PM

sorry sorry. i know i havent been blogging in awhile. i guess... i was just lazy. and caught up in pw. btw, pw sucks. in fact, jc life sucks. part of me wishes that i had listened to ppl who told me not to go jc. sigh.

my whole body hurts. =((((((((

i was just browsing through my sec2 diary. it's quite interesting HAHA. how childish i was then.

CHILD ON THE CURBSTONE by Elinor Wylie

The headlights race, the moon, death-faced
Stared down that silver river
I saw through the smoke, the scarlet cloak
Of a boy who could not shiver

His father's hand forced him to stand
The traffic thundered slaughter
One foot he thrust in the whirling dust
As it were running water

As in a dream, I saw the stream
Scatter in drops that glisten
They flawed, They flashed; his brow they splashed
And danger's son was christened

The portent passes, his fate was cast
Sea-farer, desert-ranger
Tearless I smiled on that fearless child
Dipping his foot in danger

the poem i recited for sec2 lit. couldn't understand it.

I don't trust happiness. I never did and never will. The spirits of the underworld lie in wait for us all the time. They took you away. They will take me away too.

also taken from a lit text. can't really remember where but the story left a strong impact. haha.

10 things i hate:
  1. people playing loud music on the bus
  2. people who lean on the poles on the mrt
  3. KIASU people
  4. BIRDS
  5. people who ask stupid questions
  6. people who keep wanting to slim down
  7. people who make a big fuss out of nothing
  8. mosquitoes
  9. people who are always late and think that nothing's wrong with that.
  10. people who are so self-righteous and think they're so HOLY.

i was thinking of the above on the mrt. when this idiotic woman was leaning against the pole and i couldnt hold it. and this another woman pushed me. ARGGHHH.

10 ways to destress

- this is for karen. she wanted me to do this. haha

  1. punch karen.
  2. laugh out super loudly in an echoy place
  3. play the piano
  4. play the drums
  5. play solitaire on msn msgr
  6. SLEEP
  7. run. or jog.
  8. swim.
  9. SING SUPER LOUDLY at the top of your lungs
  10. dance and jump around. =)

hehe.

are you scared? frankly speaking. i really am.


Saturday, August 05, 2006 @1:10 PM

my life is currently far to crowded.
there's like no space to make space for everyone.
yr2007 will be fun.
but it'll be draining too.
i wait in anticipation.

fop was fun.
maybe once i learn to vibrato properly then i'd start playing in church too.
=)

you're far too selfish.
learn to think of others once in awhile.
then maybe you'd not be scolded so often.


he never sleeps
he never slumbers

he never tires of hearing our prayer
when we are weak
he becomes stronger
so rest in his love
and cast all of your cares
on him

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